1. |
Accolades
03:31
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Think I'm strong now but look way back
Tried to move. You people didn't play that
I showed love anytime you'd need support
But then you'd give me props to my face
and laugh at me for sport
I don't what to say when they're around me
Try to be brave, but that confounds me
I just feel afraid, and I'm down see
You all got that praise early
I received that doubt. These
People act so fake to my face
They be smiling
Least I've got my Shotos who don't play
They're about these
Wins and no way
Accolades never found me
Til that one day that I saved everybody
Everybody wasn't there to witness
What I had to do to rescue victims
You're too busy focusing on how flimsy my limbs get
I don't need my name inside your mentions
I just think it's funny how I get your recognition, now
You're too busy trying to be traditional
Acting like if I was not born with this
All of my chances to be great have no existence
I guess I've got to go and hurt for it
Since you've got it easy
you just consider the work boring
Understand that this is mine
I was destined from birth for it
I just had to sweat and get my
Hands up in the dirt for it
You're too busy focused on
What you think you deserve, you're in
The way of the destined
That doesn't mean that I just expect it
That just means that until I have it
There is no resting
I'm so invested
I will never stop
Even once I've become the best
This is my time
This ain't just a dream
Aye
Listen, this is what I eat, sleep, and breathe
Aye
I'ma do it. Doesn't matter what you think
Aye
Anything is possible if you believe
Aye
I said, I said, I said
This ain't just a dream
Aye
Listen, this is what I eat, sleep, and breathe
Aye
I'ma do it. Doesn't matter what you think
Aye
Anything is possible if you believe
Aye
I said, I said, I said
This ain't just a dream
Aye
Listen, this is what I eat, sleep, and breathe
Aye
I'ma do it. Doesn't matter what you think
Aye
Anything is possible if you believe
Aye
This ain't just a dream
Think I'm strong now but look way back
Tried to move. You people didn't play that
I showed love anytime you'd need support
But then you'd give me props to my face
and laugh at me for sport
I don't what to say when they're around me
Try to be brave, but that confounds me
I just feel afraid, and I'm down see
You all got that praise early
I received that doubt. These
People act so fake to my face
They be smiling
Least I've got my Shotos who don't play
They're about these
Wins and no way
Accolades never found me
Til that one day that I saved everybody
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2. |
Do What I Said
03:23
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They don’t want you to succeed, they say chill instead
Test your talent then you’ve got them coming for your head
Should be on your terms, how you make your bread
Fear will keep you down in a failure’s bed
They don’t want you to succeed, they say chill instead
Test your talent then you’ve got them coming for your head
Should be on your terms, how you make your bread
Always swore that I’d be great. I’ll do what I said
I subscribe to my own methods
Grew up dodging hoteping
Plus fearmongers saying don’t step in
The direction that could leave me broke after
I fall
But falling’s normal
That’s how you walk after toe stepping
Once you had to crawl. Then growth lets you
Start standing tall and you can go get what
You want
I’m sick of waiting for changes
That’s why I’m putting out bangers
Don’t need your cosign or praises
Ronin methods
I do what I want how I want it set and
Come hell or high water it finds a way to
Come to to me just the way I saw it
True to myself no soul selling or barters
Cemeteries full of creative martyrs
Who took what they had to the grave
Constantly running away
I never learned how to save
Now that is biting me
When I’m denying me
Know that I’m changing my ways
Used to just live for the moment
Now I am simply here roaming
Feel like I don’t have a place
Never belonged
No code, but my skills I’m honing
While people learn of my name
Yeah
Look at the way that I move
Yeah
Like I’ve got nothing to lose
Yeah
Sacrifice everything
Emotions heavy but
Now I have so much to prove
Yeah
What do you think you would do
Yeah
Once you discovered the truth
Yeah
That you had to absorb some risk to fulfill
Yourself and what you see is no ruse
Yeah
They don’t want you to succeed, they say chill instead
Test your talent then you’ve got them coming for your head
Should be on your terms, how you make your bread
Fear will keep you down in a failure’s bed
They don’t want you to succeed, they say chill instead
Test your talent then you’ve got them coming for your head
Should be on your terms, how you make your bread
I always swore that I’d be great. I’ll do what I said
Yeah Yeah
I put too much into the last effort
To lay down if it goes bad, never
I’m too stubborn
I’m too reckless
I lose hardly
My moves, check them
I used to stall if
My views wrecked me
Their’s never mattered
Too useless, see
I ignore that chatter
I’m cool, collected
When I say I will get it this time
It’s dangerous setting my mind
Because it happens
Just as sure as this
Overweight nerd is rapping
Though my funds are lacking
And I’m rocking bags under
My eyes because I’m losing sleep
I catch I big W they come like sheep
Patting my back. Want to go and get drinks
But when I need help, no it’s never a peep
(It’s never a peep)
I don’t let it phase me
Used to the pain and the mazes
I have to solve and be patient
Look I just work. Pound the pavement
Consistency has its wages
Everyone I know of who has found greatness
Didn’t get to it cause of brilliance
They only found real fulfillment
Cause they never stopped
(beat drops)
Do you carry that resilience
Don’t give up
Cause that is part of the process
Yeah
Taking way more wins than losses
Yeah
Tough but I’m never better
Honest repping
Is better than shafting my conscience
Yeah
Grabbing some game from the bosses
Yeah
Climbing this ladder is costly
Yeah
I’m terrified constantly
Mistakes accosting me
But I will get it I promise
Yeah
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They don’t want you to succeed, they say chill instead
Test your talent then you’ve got them coming for your head
Should be on your terms, how you make your bread
Fear will keep you down in a failure’s bed
They don’t want you to succeed, they say chill instead
Test your talent then you’ve got them coming for your head
Should be on your terms, how you make your bread
I always swore that I’d be great. I’ll do what I said
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3. |
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Got my eye the prize how could I not believe
Listen y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Feeling like I've got the strength of Hercules
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
I look at folks who doubted me like "this must hurt for you"
They take credit for being around. They're not deserving to
Folks you're doper than lift up those worse than you
Then they gas you up when your fruits of labor emerge, it's true
I've been proving doubters wrong since my student stumbles though
They swear I'll succeed long as my ambition makes them comfortable
I was in the lab while you were popping bottles
College stages dodging coeds who resembled models
Cuffing season I'm holed up in the apartment
Obsessing over the art though
Hit the city to network
They expecting me to unsheathe my sword like I'm Leonardo
You could take advantage if you didn't try so hard though
In case that went over head like you're Phil Leotardo
You wish for it while I go pursue it pronto
You could claim that ignorance is bliss like it's your motto
But that logic has more holes than Alonzo's Monte Carlo
Got my
I eye the prize how could I not believe
Listen y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Feeling like I've got the strength of Hercules
Listen y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
What I have is not enough for me
Super nerd in school but my gutter cousins took up for me
Said don't move what we be moving hit the books andJust succeed
Told them I would get it. Push ahead long as I live and breathe
We'd be in the lunch room playing spades
Classes for the day
Then they'd be out pushing weight
This is what y'all glorify but they tried to escape
Covered me because they knew that I would get the grades
Coming out of Bucktown
Parties with these rich kids
back home they told me
My full ride came cuz of my pigment
Wasn't trying to hear that
When my scores could pin their ears back
Black boy in the T-Town mayor's office calling shots
Fear that?
While you're sitting on your haunches
Taking sho nuff shots at anybody who is launching
I am Leroy with my teeth boy. Spit that back and taunt ya
Wins got me feeling like I'm Thanos with that Gauntlet
Look I've got my
eye the prize how could I not believe
Listen y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Feeling like I've got the strength of Hercules
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
You know my mantra
Grind like ganja
Get away with murder when your Rhimes like Shonda
So good should be a freaking crime like Contra
I just came to take what’s mine like “danke”
One time offer
Unsigned unsponsored
Sunshined in concert
A monster
Little Eddie Munster
Behind you might chomp you
Sound bite molly whop you
Sasquatch stomp you
Touchy subject haunt you
Headless head honcho
Atta boy catapult
Hit me up, I’ll launch you
Atta boy catapult
Hit me up, I’ll launch you
(You don’t know what it takes to me
Takes to me
Takes to me)
Eye the prize how could I not believe
Listen y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Feeling like I've got the strength of Hercules
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
Y'all ain't never seen me try and not succeed
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4. |
It's Working Out
02:44
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Crossroads.
All I see are traffic signals
Kinda feel like I am Lost bro
Struggling to look at big picture
I'm in conversations
That could change my whole life
Pops keeps telling me
Make sure I remain the old I
Great advice
If my doubt
Can be tamed. I'm
Hating life
and praising God
at the same time
Chasing
Crazy hobbies
Really who can stop me
My dream is my job, see
I know people watching
I'm not talking fans in shows
I mean high artist R peeps
They view me in silence
like a blind carbon copy
Homies tip me off
Like do you know who that was
I dismiss it all, family
I'm just tryna to build a buzz
Yeah yeah
And that seems to be working out
They keep losing cause they pursue clout
I'm just sticking to my guns
Shows on the road's
Only time you see me on the run
Yeah yeah
I heard I should ignore the doubt
Ignore the doubt
Issues I just sort them out
Staying focused I'm just sticking to my guns
Shows on the road's
Only time you see me on the run
Yeah yeah
They didn’t get me
I was geeky I was black
I was always in the front
They were sneaking to the back
In my classes I was pumped
Their assignment work was whack
But my dopeness packed a punch
Like a Kaioken attack
Yeah
They said I was gifted
When I was first learning to read and write
Now you’re getting lifted
while you listen to me eat these beats alive
Stress levels high cause I’m grinding but they’ll drop soon
I remember writing raps on the way to visit top schools
Yeah
Smart kid shaming is that old news
Now I play the parties that they go to
And that’s after the schools that they wanted
Courted me and gave me offers
While they snuck out to get blunted
Look
Every now and then
I get down on myself
Don’t know how to live
When my job is myself
But then I remember
That I’m building what I want
It’s my best life now
Look at me I’m coming up
Yeah yeah
And that seems to be working out
They keep losing cause they pursue clout
I'm just sticking to my guns
Shows on the road's
Only time you see me on the run
Yeah yeah
I heard I should ignore the doubt
Issues I just sort them out
Staying focused I'm just sticking to my guns
Shows on the road's
Only time you see me on the run
Yeah yeah
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5. |
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I’m becoming greater, not just a little
Darts between my fingers, aiming for the middle
You don’t understand
This is just who am
Running like a wanted man
Like a wanted man
I am relentless
You don’t understand
This is just who I am
I ain’t got the time to be giving up
I ain’t got the time to be playing games
All that’s on my mind is to live it up
I would rather die than remain the same
I said
I ain’t got the time to be giving up
I ain’t got the time to be playing games
All that’s on my mind is to live it up
I would rather die than remain the same
I’m People watching, but I’m really in the zone
Writing bars and booking shows
You just think I’m looking throwed
Hella homies but you’ll usually catch me out alone
Email batching from my phone
Knock some back and then I’m home
Just the pressure since I made this my profession
Still a few bills that I’m evading. I’ll confess it
Plus my lady is concerned I’m being too obsessive
I’d rather lose sleep that wake up later with regrets that
I didn’t give it my all
You just be trying to ball
But what’s the point of comfort if passion isn’t involved?
If you don’t wipe your forehead exasperated with all
The times you try to move forward but crash into a brick wall
But then you find the door. What you’re after’s within your palms
The latch, you’re ripping it off
You’re happening as a storm
You hit your vision dilemma cause that’s your mission to solve
You have to get it. It’s yours
Sauce
Riding through the city
really on the road
Since honor roll
And popping wheelies
at the corner store
I'm in my lane
150 to a pot of gold
A different wave
Like "Aloha" "Adios"
Next city, next state
New fest date
With a new check
Sound check might check stage
Celebrate
Every time I elevate
Be out of town. We be "trippin" like Ella Mai
See I'm from Wyandotte. It's hard to make it out of there
The whole metro runs the murder rate up every year
So like a hustler when the feds run a case on 'em
I can't quit. I'm way too deep in this game, homie
Remaining the same?
Might as well blast my brain
I'm made for it, you can tell when I spaz on stage
It's Nascar how I gas on tracks in my lane
We came far and can't stop, it's Castrol Octane
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6. |
Close
03:51
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I thought I’d have it all together
By the time I reached this specific moment
I’d be lying through my teeth if I didn’t own it
And express that there’s no satisfaction. I just have to work
bank account hasn’t caught the accolades and it hurts
I could use some cash flow to save the day
Used to be promoters tried to hit me for the pay to play
Now they speak of me like I might be one of the city’s greats
Folks around the nation talk about me like I’m finna break
Rap chat’s often
Giant like my dad’s Coughlin
This kind of growth isn’t something that you back off of
Coming from a land where not a lot of blacks prosper
Complexion make you drive with wallet on the dash obvious
Life is in danger if you don’t have your tags proper
Or if you hit the wrong hood and it’s past darkness
I was raised to be prepared to swing like Math Hoffa
So I swing for the fences. Don’t be pitching at Hosmer
I always thought that violent ends were absurd
But my words
Got me in your favorite city it’s superb
But my family deserves
More from me as I’m flowing
Yet I’m barely home, my kid brother barely knows me
Mom laughs on the phone but I can tell she’s lonely
Is this the grind’s toll, or is my perception phony?
Was gonna hit the fam, but I had to book another show
That’s the way it stands for you to watch the brother grow
Y’all think I’m blessed up
I’m just feeling pressure
When your favorite indie rapper swears that I’m next up
And Your favorite nerdy rapper hyped all my sets up
Always get respect around my town because my rep’s tough
But behind on bills they’re steady eating all my checks up
But I can see progression
On these flights I didn’t pay for
Gigs starting to pay more
Peep the flyer now my name’s bigger on the paper
Love is in the labor
You say I’m being brave but
While I’m glad to get respect
Some of you swear you sold your soul for a steady check
Yet I’ve Been looking for my soul. I could swear it left
Burned it out as I strove to chase this thing doggedly
Atlas says my place is about to be where it ought to be
Light run ins with majors I’m afraid they’ll be accosting me
You trying to imitate the trap, but they watch the geeks
They want to infiltrate
Think that’ll get them paid
At these conventions with a couple thousand in the place
Making sounds that get them crazed
I don’t know how to give them blame
When girls cosplaying Tifa and Danaerys
Dropped some bills on me for merch while I was signing things for Aeris
I’m trying to keep it short because she’s got a line behind her
My Lady’s somewhere in the arcade. I need to find her
Phone’s on the table showing email reminders
That this Shirt and CD money’s going to feed my loan providers
So I cringe over the sight of
The perception that I’m rolling cake
Back in my city see these rappers stuck in older ways
Don’t mention my name in those best of KCMO debates
Then in private ask me how I get to play the shows I play
Difference is I’m only so concerned with local ways
Respect the town and move around. That’s the only way
for
Rhyme tacticians
If Mind’s ambitious
Solomon said the people perish when they lack vision
I took that to heart like cardiac tissue
Now I’m paid to play and travel off raps written
They gate-kept their spaces but I still thrash in them
Dominated what they built to pat their backs didn’t I?
phone Lights flashing
Homie I’m laughing
They used to ignore me. Now they’re on me like Magic
That’s both elder wand after he that owns crashes
And 32 jersey with purple and gold graphics
When he’s all over the post
Now I’m all over they’re posts
“I knew him when he started,” they just fall over to boast
I’m thankful for it all. It’s taking lots longer than most
I just thought I’d be here sooner
Now I’m close
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Kadesh Flow Kansas City, Missouri
"A propulsive emcee, a bold songwriter, a skilled trombonist, an auspicious producer and an enterprising artist" - 90.9 The
Bridge
Rapper with an MBA, a trombone Super Saiyan, and a Billboard Charting recording/ performing artist.
Tromboned on tracks with hip hop stars like Jidenna and underground stalwarts like Strange Music's Ubiquitous and JL.
Opened for Janelle Monae, Tech N9ne, Rakim, etc.
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