I feel like I’m working all the time now All I’ve got is moves on the mind now I am high key, working so much I was scared I’d die alone But I got blessed with a rider she’s a boss. I am zoned I am prone To rock for 50 and then play for likea thousand Shout out Mega Ran. Had to get my travel miles in Used to be harder for us to be here, now it’s wild, kid We the ones they’re watching took that mantle up like Miles did Look where our Morales They been said we had the talent But we had to fight climb and grind Til it was us holding the chalice Got a long way to go didn’t come here to be average People tried to slow me down But I don’t operate from malice Listen I been in the studio With some people you would know They be on the radio On the screen with movie roles I don’t kiss and tell I’m just saying that I’m moving, though Thankful for the mentors kicking game Look they groomed a pro I’m working all the time now Yeah yeah All I’ve got is moves on the mind now I said I feel like I’m working all the time now All I’ve got is moves on the mind now I am high key, working so much I was scared I’d die alone But I got blessed with a rider she’s a boss. I am zoned I am prone To be watching greats spread and grow waves Feel like Brady throwing signals watching Bledsoe play Everything has changed Way more people know my name I can finally pay my bills off my hustle and my play But Look I am still afraid Don’t know how I’m getting paid Half the time I start the day Look at this mess I have made Plus I stress my lady out Moods swinging like a pendulum *Insert rapist here* Y’all. Still. Out Here. Defending him I just had to say As a monster in the game On my demagorgon wave Bet you’ve seen stranger things Thought my ambition was cute Until you see me eating rappers up It’s room service 2 I’ll slow it down, you’ve probably had enough I feel like I’m working all the time now All I’ve got is moves on the mind now I feel like I’m working all the time now All I’ve got is moves on the mind now I am high key, working so much I was scared I’d die alone But I got blessed with a rider she’s a boss. I am zoned

You know that I can keep you satisfied Bae, you sleep? Playstation go “beep” Oh Oh Playstation go “beep” Oh Oh Playstation go “beep” Desh Aye I won’t call it a letdown Way you rubbed my shoulder had me expecting a get down Out the shower with your affection and a caress now I understand you’re tired and traveling’s been a lot I can cuddle you until you’re annoyed because it’s too hot Guess this isn’t an evening I’ll be hitting your spots But give me a little more sugar and I’ma vacate the room That’s the backup plan after I say to you Can we get cozy? Been a long day But I got you so it’s okay And baby girl you know me We’ve got a lil time to unwind You know I can keep you satisfied Bae, you sleep? Playstation go “beep” Oh Oh Playstation go “beep” Oh Oh Playstation go “beep” Ohm-I Laying in the bed, I was contemplating conversation Thinking 'bout what was coming next, you had my mind go racing I don't think you really know how long that I've been waiting My mind's frustrated by the length of time I know that I've been patient So please just go to sleep cause I'mma tryna rock on my Playstation But I ain't leaving you until I see that head drop Go and count and some sheep you want me to console you with ya hand held But I might switch the game up and go and hop on my Xbox I know you're mad when I turn on the PS4 and the 5 And that is why I wait till you're asleep so I can handle my Stress relief. It's more than playing with myself cause my hands and I Fantasize playing around with random guys but you know I can keep you satisfied Bae, you sleep? Playstation go “beep” Oh Oh Playstation go “beep” Oh Oh Playstation go “beep” CMF The second that I catch you dozing, I’mma whisper off, like that ‘ole riff (Careless Whispers) Already handled business no stressin’, so softly grab the knob that I’m caressin’ Enter the room of a collection, of other sticks that bring you joy I hope you get it Lay it down, throw the covers on, dexterity means that I know where to put the touches on Getting it in that’s without a doubt, always turn you on unless the power’s out You know I can keep you satisfied Bae, you sleep? Playstation go “beep” Oh Oh Playstation go “beep” Oh Oh Playstation go “beep”

I feel useless I don’t know how to do this It’s seeming like my baby doesn’t want me anymore Staring into space Everything’s a waste Every time I push ahead, my efforts are ignored Feelings of power don’t exist these days Plays are suspect and we don’t get replays No flags to toss. Now just history says That the pass was incomplete. Each case Of defeat Leaves me flatlined on the sideline though Time does not exist so I don’t have time, yo Every day stretches out like Simone Biles into the next Swear I’ve checked my Facebook like 1000 times. I feel obsessed IG stories And hours of Tik Tok videos Content I consume But I’m supposed to be creating those Swear I’ll be productive, then I start and think nerves just froze Bae is on the couch. I’m in the basement. Feel absurd alone Deep in emotions reality doesn’t validate Powerless from decisions folks above my position make All of them are trash And it’s got me in a morbid place Staring at my screens wishing I could escape Right now I feel useless I don’t know how to do this It’s seeming like my baby doesn’t want me anymore Staring into space Everything’s a waste Every time I push ahead, my efforts are ignored So I feel useless I feel so useless I feel so useless I just don’t know what to do Moping at home Can’t put down my phone I’m stuck. Feels like I just can’t move People swear it could be worse Like thanks I should be giving, man Right now feels just like a curse Head’s spinning like a ceiling fan Plus this was my year for sure I promise I could feel it, and What I did was being heard No one consuming tryptophan Felt like lots of people had stopped sleeping on me Now I’m depressed and my response is sleeping, homie Or digest too much Whiteclaw tequilas homie Up til 6 AM addressing Hunters that I be controlling PS4 became my confidant Til moment I dropped Trying to not get booted from my job And not live like slob Felt like I was on the brink And circumstances got me robbed Imagine grinding for so long just for something microscop Ic to come knock off your top Now I’m way back tracked like I just got stiff armed plus a facemask grab And then everybody saw it but the stripes So my target hits the end zone While all of my fans gripe So I feel useless I don’t know how to do this It’s seeming like my baby doesn’t want me anymore Staring into space Everything’s a waste Every time I push ahead, my efforts are ignored So I feel useless

Gotta look at life from a different lens When your world is shifted from provision to revenge Family always said that I was different. In the end I just carry legacy my anger, shift it to defense Never believed that things could go this way But listen no dismay or tragedy Can keep me from the endgame I’m tracking, see Determination and persistence keep me on the path to reach A place of healing. I pursue cause I have the audacity To hope. And believe in something better than this I had to resist The urge to fall and settle for piss I’ll never forget The way it felt to learn I’d lost everything Everything Except one person I love. Now together we Push forward despite all the trauma and the scars Crazy how a past wound can become how you are marked Recognition of position As you’re playing your part To change the world around you It’s just start But That’s how it goes When you’ve got nothing to lose but hope Feels like your sprinting along a tight rope Cause you’ve got nothing to lose but hope Cause you’ve got nothing to lose Only option’s to improve and to succeed That’s why I gotta move with super speed Little time to waste I see my people now I must deduce their needs And take action cause sometimes you might be too subdued to speak What I do could be perceived As a super human feat Single punch could make you think you took a Rueger to the spleen I have just become the water as if Bruce Lee tutored me Have to channel have to use it I consume it and I breathe Maybe you’re pursuing peace But these are trying times Slipping up is like an ingestion of cyanide So I am constantly training. No time for useless diatribe Longing for the day when I’m happy and am flying high But now is not the time We putting in work Rising up every time my face is pushed in the dirt You see me smile every time it looks like I’m hurt That’s the process and I’m good with the perks Cause That’s how it goes When you’ve got nothing to lose but hope Feels like your sprinting along a tight rope Cause you’ve got nothing to lose but hope Cause you’ve got nothing to lose

Long day, long night Tell myself it’s okay, it’s alright Hoping that I can make today right But I started in the worst way Cuz there’s whiskey in my coffee I look forward to better days It's been so hard to get up, k? So I guess I'll let that sad trombone play Long day, long night Tell myself it’s okay, it’s alright Hoping that I can make today right But I started in the worst way Cuz there’s whiskey in my coffee Y'all know how times been hard Thankful that we've made it this far Aye Trevor, hit with some more bone bars Long day, long night Tell myself it’s okay, it’s alright Hoping that I can make today right But I started in the worst way Cuz there’s whiskey in my coffee

There’s so much I wish I could take back High risk high reward. Shouldn’t have embraced that I hate that I ever listened To myself I’ve been on a bender Bae had some words I replied absurd Things I don’t remember Was hoping July Would see this pass by It could be December Now I feel dismantled How can I handle What we’ve been rendered What does my future even mean Right now This stress load has me doing crazy things I bow Out. So close. Bookings 10k in a week Wiped out Feeling deflated Heavy depression Goes unabated This was obsession Now insulated I’m going crazy Can’t satiate it I wasn’t resting I had to make it But what does making it mean Now that my living’s been stripped away That question’s obscene I can’t forgive Myself for obeying My tendencies Could’ve been safer But my behavior Has me reeling Could’ve been safer But my behavior Has me reeling There’s so much I wish I could take back High risk high reward. Shouldn’t have embraced that I hate that I ever listened To myself Trombone solo/riffing

When I was only a sprite They called me the future I knew they weren’t used to Seeing that much promise so young, they were right They knew when the time came the kid, he would fight Everything anyone threw at me Did not inhibit But did give me life Occasionally I might complain or might cry But look at the way in the moments my stride Would be hit. Out the park like a Mike Trout swing Anyone who’s going after clout might think That all I ever cared about was the glory and the fame That I only ever lived for the bouts life brings But my passion’s always been academic Creative The violence I hate it But know that I’ll get it And wreck any peon who dares to try stepping To anyone I love. I train to protect them Protect Mama always tried to keep me in the books She’s effective but I needed to double up on the looks All the homies had to praise my versatility I could hit a Masenko ha right after she was drilling me On multiplication tables Division and Aesop fables You know I can save the planet At least can I make a wager You know dad is on the way and You can’t even take out take out a kid That’s how I’d be talking now look what I did They expected me to be up next. I could quote em Had me acing tests but still decking these soldiers strongest nerd in the world it’s definitive Swear I went Super Saiyan while thinking bout derivatives When I went 2 I hated the way planet was giving in Afterwards studied logarithm returns and dividends You and I are not synonyms I'm earning victory bumps While repping for durag history month We all go through phases That’s why I’m living my best life You be twisting that I might take an L but I’m bouncing back Put respect on my name yeah Don’t you think that I ain’t got it now But I figured out You forgot about me You don’t remember You don’t remember You forgot about me You don’t remember You don’t remember Aye You forgot about me Who did You did You forgot about me Who did You did You forgot about me Who did You did You forgot about me Who did You did You forgot about Word to Videl Get you one that can do both I’m talking bout me Still got the drip though I lost my gi Looking like I roll with the Sopranos You might get clipped, better go out on a high note Got a lot of power in my fist, call me Thanos Might’ve gotten scrawny flipping books like bricks But you know my favorite wind instrument Gonna get me back on fire Like Lavos You been doubting the potential Housed inside my mental That despite my fact my father’s mentioned How my ceiling’s non existent Like my pop in law’s credentials Once I stopped pretending My career would ever top my wish to Train to let my inner power lift me To the heights they always thought I’d get to I become unstoppable. The issue's Never 'bout ability Ability Those who came before me conformed to the idea That only one discipline could be their proclivity Proclivity I can land degrees and be downing mountains and trees As part of my training. Why would you try to limit me Limit me I could win a Nobel Or hit god mode fury I could pull a Videl Or a Cocoa Amaguri Rescue heroes from hell Or present a case to jury My people do well Doesn’t matter what we do we Are not monolithic When I try I climb to the top Cuz I’m gifted Growth in power’s not gonna stop I’m prolific Need help? I’m the guy for the job Don’t forget it You remember when the “microorganism” came Stood and waited for someone to run his fade And I ran that We were down and out but overcame Like the Camback Those are just the damn facts Look We all go through phases That’s why I’m living my best life You be twisting that I might take an L but I’m bouncing back Put respect on my name yeah Don’t you think that I ain’t got it now But I figured out You forgot about me You don’t remember You don’t remember You forgot about me You don’t remember You don’t remember Aye You forgot about me Who did You did You forgot about me Who did You did You forgot about me Who did You did You forgot about me Who did You did You forgot about

Gonna enjoy a little blue sky Feel the grass between my toes I’ve been sad, now I feel bold Why, you ask? Well I don’t know But these days the world stands still I’ve been sad, now I feel bold Why, you ask? Well I don’t know Porch shows and outside festivities Just sold one out, glad to perform and get some green Artists and trade show markets looking shoddy Income vanished like Michael’s body I’m out here like Laurie checking the window running to find the shottie Dr. Lumis or Dr. Fauci. What’s the difference Ugh Knowledge exuded. When they spout it no one listens Ugh I’ve been secluded. Wanna be out enjoy my city Ugh It’s so rude that you assume that all your doubts are fitting Ugh Dogs on leashes for a walk and some air Smile when I feel the breeze but my thoughts are despair Check the book and see people swearing it’s lies and then deception I roll my eyes. Y’all just don’t get the scientific method But nevermind. Now I’m outside. I feel electric Munching on grass like Les Miles in his prime I gave me life to the grind But now it's time To go Enjoy a little blue sky Feel the grass between my toes I’ve been sad, now I feel bold Why, you ask? Well I don’t know But these days the world stands still I’ve been sad, now I feel bold Why, you ask? Well I don’t know But the world stands still Day 346 Journal entry for Colonel Miserable It got worse A lot worse Abysmal Everything is Zoom and gloom Outlook is dismal Reality is Virtual and remote Open all my windows Still dont feel no wind blow Slackin but I’m Picking up the slack in all the slack calls Itchin to move Scratching at the glass like cat claw Back lawn Grass inside my backroll Outside with indo L to the head Still win though They say this too shall pass I’m like when tho? Workin on my kenpo Stackin up my Venmo Same old same old Chasin gold and rainbows Floating lightheaded But it ain no, halo I ain stressin with depression weapons Fresh air and AirPods Pullin up my SoundCloud To hear god He tell me fear not We on track just veered off Enjoy a little blue sky Feel the grass between my toes I’ve been sad, now I feel bold Why, you ask? Well I don’t know But these days the world stands still I’ve been sad, now I feel bold Why, you ask? Well I don’t know But the world stands still

You were there when I decided What will I do when I can’t find you To grow together. Can we try to Once more And who’s gonna cry for me Who’s gonna cry for me Who’s gonna cry for me When I can’t cry for myself Who’s gonna cry for me When I’m bad at crying for myself You think that my future’s looking bright. Said you can tell Won’t you go with me Hard journey, but you said that you know it. See I been chasing this thing for long long minute Keep coming back to you with my arms all dented You’re so brilliant baby and your charm’s authentic Wanna stay right here but you discern harm in it I know you’ve got a craft that you Working Say you’re Certain I’ve been Hurting Mind is turning Watch you Burning Up the road as you run away Deep down I know it too. I don’t need to stay Here with you We both have things that we need to do I just hate that I might be losing you And you want to be lost to me Girl, why’re you choosing, too? You were there when I decided What will I do when I can’t find you To grow together. Can we try to Once more And who’s gonna cry for me Who’s gonna cry for me Who’s gonna cry for me When I can’t cry for myself Who’s gonna cry for me When I’m bad at crying for myself You think that my future’s looking bright. Said you can tell You don’t want it though We could build together but I’ve gotta go How many people do I have to leave behind to go and get what’s mine yeah That’s not to say the problem isn’t mine, yeah Been obsessive I don’t spend enough time with Those who love me. And you swear our love is dying Won’t you Drop it Baby I been Taking All this Patient Time to Make this Partnership more than just words Now we here and you don’t wanna work Is it that hard to deal with me Walked through so much pain Thought we had a chance for an equivalent exchange Guess we can’t go after us and our bond remain same Baby You decided What will I do when I can’t find you To grow together. Can’t we try to Once more And who’s gonna cry for me Who’s gonna cry for me Who’s gonna cry for me When I can’t cry for myself Who’s gonna cry for me

My road to success isn’t paved yet No map for this walk I create that Borderline obsessive I been training for days No option. They don’t make a graveyard for strays Don’t gawk at me cause I work with less That’s what happens when you come up from the dirt, contest Ing every social norm that says you don’t belong with the elite But what you’ve overcome is beyond any feat That they earned with their childhood trophies Aye Typecast me. Listen you don’t know me Aye Came gearless But I’m not fearless I embrace the uncertainty that I’m approaching Aye You get stuck if you take no risk like Aye Pathways open up for you in this life Aye Shouldn’t be true but reality is vicious Glass ceiling on my hit list I see the way You look at me Like my brain Contains Some vacancies Look I’m not crazy I just won’t take these “No”s you parade In my face With glee I will never give up I will never give up No I don’t know Where this could go And the going gets tough But I’ll never give up I’ll never give up Struggling gets old But I keep on my toes And stay lifted up I’ll never give up First they tried to say that I don’t belong here Aye Looking shocked cause I came out of “nowhere” Aye Came up broke so I started out with no gear Aye See me move, you will notice I have no peer Aye Too many of y’all doing the most You’ve been propped up for people to consume while you boast And you grasp for your clout. But I’m sweating in the trenches Trenches Let me show you something, pay attention When you’ve got heart and you’re consistent Aye Put some brilliant people round you and you listen Aye No one’s ever gonna keep you off your game Cause you maintain Grit with a foundation of persistence Aye Look at the ground where the blood and sweat’s mixing Aye I remember when I would throw my lots Aye Scrape for pennies when my soul was the cost Now I’m in the zone and own all my shots And I I see the way You look at me Is like my brain Contains Some vacancies Look I’m not crazy I just won’t take these “No”s you parade In my face With glee No I will never give up I will never give up No I don’t know Where this could go And the going gets tough But I’ll never give up I’ll never give up Struggling gets old But I keep on my toes And stay lifted up I’ll never give up

I put everything on the line But tried to stay safe in the process Made no sense Resulted in losses No sleep I’ve been tossing Trying but all of this cost me hope was too gone Anxiety can Spike like I gambled away my Wulongs And I did in my darker days Nightmares from the moment they towed My car away Wondering if I had the Guts to persevere Or have Casca moment when mind and heart would break I've been so afraid Despite a life where I'm walking into the goals I've made And I'm celebrated Whenever making A tone or take This is what I wanted! Momentum from microphone and stage Growing despite global crisis that kept all hope at bay How do I cherish level ups When now I'm alone, awake Weeping as I think of the homies still as stone in graves She just ripped my heart from my chest. I feel like Itadori Dead on the inside, but you know it shouldn't end my story All curses fade before me I get EXP from adversity! Level up cuz it's still working out for me! Infuriated cuz I didn't start sooner. Feel Vicious Channel my inner Sukuna, rage Dragon me with it Desperate to get through But too much power pulled from desperation can wreck you Motives get disrespectful I remain Deku Became special Then recognized it Look at my fear, how I fought to the forefront despite it So why would I let the setbacks and the pain define me And leave the passion with the flames that remain behind me? Who told me to give up Who told me it's all over just because this year sucked Who convinced me no one will ever love me for me That committing to me would be too much to handle. It's a future no ones willing to see Who made me think the art within my heart was a burden I'm growing stronger, of course I'll be hurting But when doubt tries to grapple like Baki I've got the moxy to curve it The good and the bad, all of its worth it When I win I deserve it I get EXP from adversity! Level up cuz it's still working out for me!